What would you do if you were told that you have a lump?
Would time stop?
Would life stop?
Would the world stop?
The ugly truth is nothing and no one would stop for you. Life arounds you continue on at its everyday’s routine.
All the traffic are still going around you, people just keep moving, bills kept coming, time kept ticking!
Wow! And, you wondered ……. what just happened? Coz, you felt that your time suddenly are moving faster than everyone else and yet, everything in your surrounding seems to slow down. As if you have a remote and you turn it down 3x slower than usual. Even the noises around you seems so far away. When people talked, part of your soul doesn’t seems to be there. It doesn’t register anymore.
What happened? — It all happened because of that lump.
——- Be strong?
—— Of coz, you have to be strong –everyone else expect you to be strong because you are the strongest individual they have met. You are not expected to break down because there’s no time to and you can’t because you are YOU. But, truthfully — do they care? No, they don’t. It’s more of the “Oh, No!” , “Oh, Dear!”, “Oh, God!” expression that you will be getting.
Why am I so pessimistic? Because that’s human. One need to find other’s sadness, misery, bad luck to appreciate what they have in life. Sounded pitiful, isn’t it? But, that is life. No one is to be blame. Because the “THEY”, the “YOU” and the “I” are just the same people.
and, life goes on whether or not you have that lump! But, if you do – – it is a choice to just give up or fight like hell!
Which way are you choosing? — I don’t know just yet.
I don’t think of all the misery but of the beauty that still remains. ~Anne Frank
Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference. ~Winston Churchill