It’s definitely not a good time for me now..
So many things had been going on and I can’t even cope with it, myself.
I don’t even know where to start. At times, I feel things that I thought I always knew seems to just disappeared all together. I didn’t know where to go on now and how to go on. I am all confuse of what I want all together and not knowing what would be the right to do anymore.
What am I doing? Where am I? How should I carry on?
I want yet I fear.
I wish but I fear I can’t.
Yet, I still feel insecure.
But, what if?
Is it here already?
Seize the moment? And, not regret it one day, perhaps.
But, I’ll never know.
Is it right?
I no longer knew…..
Where am I when I need me the most?